There are many highs and lows associated with my job as a con organizer which are only exaggerated by my personal style of OCD perfectionism. I love my job when I'm meeting great folks like I did at OGC and I hate it when I can't do everything I think would make things even better.
I am a firm believer in content over fluff, working your butt off to get the best of the best GM's to come to your event, listening to player wants and needs, but dang-it-all...I want it wrapped up in a nice looking package too (throw in everyone happy, rolling magical dice, and enjoying the con as much as possible!). Is that too much to ask? I want it all and then some. I'm not ashamed to admit it.
I can't do it all, and even if I could, I don't know how but I bet I could find some really cool peeps who could help me

Hey, a girl has to have dreams!!
With 6 months and 13 days to go until TotalCon XXIII, I've got too much time to stress yet not enough time to accomplish everything I want. I need to trust in the game, stop worry about things I can't control, and simply do the best I can. I guess pigs can fly too

Anyone who thinks organizers do this for glory, fame, or even fun

, has to be crazier than me!
Any other organizers out there that can understand my rant? joys? frustrations? Share with me!